knowing they wont be reading this, but i still wanna say my SPEECH!=x
to jiamin: thanks for being so sweet as always! lols! i still feeling so touch during the Swensens treat. lol. being so caring and sweet and think so much for me! ^_^ may your love forever and forever, and being so sweet forever! it's wonderful to have a friend like you! :)
to xinting: lol! thanks for believing in me and tell me your true feelings for your relationship and your perspects of life. i admire you for being so truthful and fillial! lucky you! as i always say, you found a good man, and weilong found a good girl. :) jiayous kae!!
to uncle lee's son: i do not know you and neither do you. but then, YOU GOT SUCH A GOOD FATHER!!! and because of that, i wish for you having good life forever. ^_^
to my father: thanks for being my father! lol! u definitely won't be reading this at all. hahas! i know i'm such a brat all these years but thanks so much. hope you will love today's celebration! i love you! :)
to jiayi: OH OH! woots! no more restriction in your life! hahahas. don't be so crazy as ever..=x happy always and handsome always! sorry that i couldnt celebrate for you. may love all surrounding you!!!!! happy birthdayyyy! ^_^
okay. i seriously seriously hope you all can read it! lols!
okays. remember,
enjoy the video. :)
♥ ahxin.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
TITLE: Breathe (Music)
Breathe Taylor Swift Ft. Colbie Caillat
I see your face in my mind as I drive away 'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way People are people and sometimes we change our minds But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see 'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down Now I don't know what to be without you around
And we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe Without you, but I have to Breathe Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
And we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
And I can't breathe Without you, but I have to Breathe Without you, but I have to
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh
I can't breathe Without you, but I have to Breathe Without you, but I have to Breathe Without you, but I have to
i have to admit i'm not a good daughter. because i really took my parents for granted.
i have been tolerating their scoldings ever since i know i'm a human in this world. and i really can't stand scoldings from them anymore. whenever they start scolding, i just feel like walking out of here and live on my own. even though i know the scoldings are actually good for me.
after all these scolding-for-even-a-small-matter years, being a porcupine already becoming a natural reaction. even though i'm trying not to be. but eventually, i will start ignoring, not even bother talking to them, or even resort into screaming. i felt so remorseful everytime things happen that way.
i want to change. but seriously, can't change at all. i will just enclosed myself in my own shield without any right thinkings made - just like a porcupine.
cui-ness.
people out there, please don't be like me. parents will sad like madness. and you will regret one day.
i'm not a good person afterall. i'm sorry. :(
anyway. share this music with you all. i played.
got some wrongs.=x i have tried to record for like zillion times. and i so lazy to re-record again. this is the best, so far.
you were soooo happy on 7th November. lols! all the best forever! you and your lover sweet forever! lols! :)
my first ever good friend during my poly life - qiuyun. :)
i guess my wrapping for her birthday presents are the best for this year till now! lols!
I still remember how i wrapped for Edmund, (the gardenia bread version.=x) den the present for hsiu fen, (the A4 paper. LOLS.) den for cassandra, (the wrapping paper. LOLSSSSS.) and blahs. i forgot alot.=x
so her's are the best, till now. coz i even bother to go buy a box. LOLS!!!
see how cool is my wrapping skills are. HAHAHAS.
so now, guess what i bought for her??? (shared by minting, faizah, chinhao, jindong, victor and jason.i hope all will pay me back money asap.=x lols!)
okay. so the answer is:
HOLGA CAMERA! lols!
COOL RIGHT!!! omg. i'm loving it! LOLS!!!
okay. i hope she will love love love love it! buying her present kind of hard, seriously. LOLS.
okays. next. I'M SO SORRY, WEITING. AS MENTIONED, I broke your friends of boonlay award! :(
so sorry.=x
i got retribution liao - i cut my leg. YOU SEE!
THE anyhow bandage i made.=x
YOU SEE!! MY BLOOOOODDD!! (this is only one of the TISSUE PAPERS I USED.)
so, please don't take it to heart.:( i know you don't mind.. but i still feeling so guilty...):
okay. so end of it.=x
so what's happening on me for the beautiful sunday!!
1) sleepng 2) eating 3) watching movie 4) Keyboard-ing (i think this is the only fruitiful stuff i did. lols)
and i find it so amused that i actually WATCHED BATTLE ROYALE 1 & 2. lols! i always object watching that series of movies. so gore. lols!
but thanks to the few training i had made, (watch ophan, blood ties and blah) i finally finish watching that two cool movie! what's more! i ate tomato sauce spaghetti WHILE WATCHING. lols!!!!
HAHAS.
OKAY. so i shall end this entry, with the newly photoshoped photograph which i did. not a good one though.... but i'm kind of like it. lols!
title: 10 years old. the memories that every kid desires.
please stay in my blog a longer for this time.=x i just played with the MixPod.com
SO COOL AND FUN! i can add SO MANY SONGS of my likings! LOL.
please stay abit of longer and you can hear many many songs! HAHAHAS.
you might be thinking, what songs???
i will write the list later! so choose the song u like and LISTEN. lol!
it is SO FUN! this makes me don't wanna work at all!! LOL!
this website rocks! hope it is free forever. LOL! :)
okay. need to start working liao. already 10.09am.=x
by the way, i miss so many people!!!! IT HAS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I MET YOU ALL.
- sooneng (apparently, i have been meeting you almost every weekend, and almost sms-ing you everynight. but i still miss you. LOL) - esther (lol. stop missing him please. hahas!=x) - kahmun - weilong (lucky you! got sponsored for birthday celebration!) - kengfaii (you still alive? LOLS!!!!) - kahming (put for a form of courtesy. LOLS. ) - edlyn (lols. when is the first kiss?=x) - huining (love you tooo!) - jiayi ( jiayou for exams!) - yingying (PLEASE TELL ME WHEN I CAN SEE YOU FACE) - Wanting (lols. the crazy eater.=x) - yunyean (eh. ur song, i'm still doing! but will going for this month's MP. last MP LIAO!!) - cassandra (crazy woman. lol!) - jiamin (omg. where you liao? MIA ALSO!) - guolong (a form of courtesy too.=x LOLS!) - cynthia ( jiayous kae!!!) - faizah (terrible miss you. when is our next meet.) - minting (you also MIA liao. lols) - qiuyun (SATURDAY COMING SOON!!) - jiamin. stjohn (saturday tooooooo!) - weiting (oh lucky you! where is my kushinbo.x=) - hsiu fen (hahahahas! still at golden village?)
lols. those names that i didn't list here, sorry. i suddenly can't remember any names. LOL!!
miss you lots, peopleeeeeeee. =)
okayy.. must start working liao. i have been telling this myself.=x
kindly wait a while for the video! the song is nice nice nice!
white horse. taylor Swift.
Say you're sorry That face of an angel comes out Just when you need it to As I pace back and forth all this time 'Cause I honestly believed in you Holdin' on, The days drag on Stupid girl I should've known, I should've known
That I'm not a princess This ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, This is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down Now its too late for you and your White Horse, To come around.
Maybe I was naïve, Got lost in your eyes I never really had a chance. My mistake I didnt know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand. I had so many dreams about you and me Happy endings; Now I know
I'm not a princess This ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, This is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down. Now its too late for you and your White Horse, To come around.
And there you are on your knees Begging for forgiveness, Begging for me Just like I always wanted, But I'm so sorry
Cause Im not your princess This aint a fairytale Im gonna find someone, Some day Who might actually treat me well. This is a big world, That was a small town There in my rearview mirror, Disappearing now. And it's too late for you and your White Horse, Now its too late for you and your White Horse To catch me now.
Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh Try and catch me now Whoa-Oh It's too late To catch me now.
I want holga camera! a cool film camera! they call it as toy camera though.
the effects of the photograph is SO NICE! (of coz, with the help of cool accessories.)
plus, it can make black corners in the picture (with the help of accessories) and make it like ZOOM INTO THE PICTURE!
below is a set of photographs which i found online. credit: Mr. Christopher Anderson title of his work: nonfiction website: http://parallelsthroughimage.com/?p=159
these photos are done with Holga Camera.
see. how cool holga camera is! maybe sometimes, the pictures from film camera may not be as sharp as what a digital camera can do.
but, with the effects of it, HOW COOL IS THAT!!!! somemore, the design of the camera is,
COOOOOLLLLL!
Below is another type of film camera which INTERESTS ME ALOT TOO!
camera type: golden halfcredit: whoever took it.:)
this is another camera which i find it SUPER COOL. in one photo size, it can take two photos!!!!!! half size each. so imagine,
u got 36 exposures in a film, that means you can take 72 picturesss!!!
but it's half size each photo.
COOL RIGHT! and the effects, WOW WOW WOW!
okay. after saying all my desires, i also don't have money to buy! :(
although it is cheaper than digital camera. but with the accessories, it's gonna put a hole in my pocket.:(
money! drop more to me please!! so i can buy!!
please.:( i want one of these film cameras. with the cool accessories. please. drop money to me please. :(
okays. enough of my rantings.
I WANT ONE OF THESE CAMERAS..... :( :( :(
♥ ahxin.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
title: what a luxury life~!
okay. i am still enjoying my life by spending spending and spending. =.=!
i going to eat bread everyday soon.=x
today is actually my BOOKS DAY. so i actually went to borrow books and stuffs.
so i borrowed 4 books. COOL RIGHT! lols!
and after that head down to anchor point.. (i visited ikea @ alexandra before that) and i start the sin actions, shopping..
LOLS!
i went to buy BOOK. and COMICS. LOLS!
so practically, today is really my BOOK DAY....!!!!!!
and yea! i finally bought 3rd book of cecelia ahern's series! 4 more to go!!!!!!!!
i have: 1) PS I LOVE YOU 2) where rainbow ends 3) A Place call here
woots! 4 more 4 more! lols!
okay. and so, i continue my shopping and...
i bought: 2 shorts one magazine 1 file for my music class 1 white shoe which i have longed for.
LOLS. SEE HOW SIN CAN IT BE.=x i nearly buy my TICKET TO RIDE GAME. which cost $94.40.
IT JUST DON'T DROP PRICE AT ALLLLLL. :(
when can i own one of it! :(
okays.
so i actually went to the hospital, to "fetch" teosooneng and we had dinner together.
guess where we having our dinner? CAFE CARTEL!! omg. ytd ben ten cafe, today cafe cartel. omg..
that is always some reasons why i'm so poor even starting of the month. see what i'm doing on the first 2 days.
and worse, i actually support taking cab home. LOLS.
what's more, hailing a cab is CRAZY MOMENTS.
the cabs jus don't want to bypass us and pick us up from where we hailed. and when FINALLY an available cab bypass us, the signal says:
"changing shift" in green light. OMGGG. you know how crazy can it be!
imagine, you are waiting for 100 years for a cab to stop for you. den finally, a cab with green signal finally coming to your way. den sudenly it says "changing shift"
omg. it worse than no toilet roll in the toilet cubicle. lols.
and we went crazy.=x HAHAHAHAHHAAS!
crazy moments!
anyway, what a luxury days with teosooneng. =x
what bread should i start buying from tomorrow onwards? hmmm.
LOLS. okays. the worst thing among the whole enjoyable and happening weekend- work starting soon. :(
performance!
trip to overseas.
aBouquetOfFlowers.
englishChessSet.
Holga Camera.
digital camera.
laptop/desktop.
violin.
renovating my room.
opening a restaurant of my loves.
collect all cecelia ahern's books!
study @ ATSUNRICE.
everyone happy.=)
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The music over here has been copyrighted. thus, no copying is allowed..=)
however, do enjoy the music!!
因为你存在
melody: Steve Soh
Lyrics: Gary Tan
Arrangement: Steve Soh
Instrumentalists: Chien Wen (Keyboardist), Winston(Bassist), Gregory(Guitarist) and Me(drummer)
Vocalist: Gary Tan, Ken Koh and Steve Soh
uploaded: 16th Feburary 2008
后悔
Lyrics: Avier
Melody: me
Arrangement: me
Singer: Huiting
Instrumentalists: Chien Wen [Keyboard], Kent[Bass], Me[Drums]
upload on: 26th Nov 2008
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Lyrics: Me
Melody: Me
Arrangement: Me
Singer: Shirlene and KahHao
Instrumentalists: Me[Keyboard], Maxwell[Guitar]
SongList:
1) Drew Seeley - New Classic (Accoustics)
2) Taylor swift - White Horse
3) Taylor Swift - Love Story
4) Colbie Caillat and Taylor Swift - Breathe
5) Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
6) Taylor Swift - TearDrops On My Guitar
7) 林俊傑 - 害怕 Afraid
8) Landy Wen Lan - Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le
9) NeYo - Mad
10) Justin Bieber - One Time
11) Justin Bieber - One Less Lonely Girl
12) 林俊傑 - 莎士比亞的天份 Shakespeare's Talent
13) Demi Lovato - This is Me
14) Wonder Girls - Nobody (Accoustics)
my first ever good friend during my poly life - qiuyun. :)
see how cool is my wrapping skills are.
THE anyhow bandage i made.=x
title: 10 years old.
credit: whoever took it. :)
credit: whoever took it.:)
